Undercover Life

Normally I don't check my 'kink' email at night because I'm generally in the bed asleep early. That's what I do. But last night, I was up unusually late. I opened my 'kink' email and there it was, an unbelievable picture, I thought I would never get to see. I think of her as my Dom, she may not consider herself that, but she does have a real fetish I enjoy, ballbusting. One of the things that make her so good at it, at least to me, we are similar. We do not discuss the real world of our lives, but we have talked enough to make me believe we have similar concerns. She does not change the 'busting process' much at all. She is, however, consistent. Often, she requires me to hit each testicle separately two hundred times. Then repeat, and repeat, and repeat. Other times, she requires me to just beat them until she tells me to stop. When she is satisfied, she allows me to ejaculate, most of the time however I desire. We communicate through this platform...

I guess the one I will start with is focused around group exposure. Involving a remote controlled stem unit male chastity device.  This device locks around the genitalia encompassing around the cock and a ring around the scrotum, effectively locking it in place. From the remote end, a Dom holds all control from anywhere in the world. The Dom controls when its unlock for removal and the various stem settings from off to a sudden electrical shock, including the intensity and duration. The idea of that shock could come at anytime or not at all is invigorating. Thinking about being in public and receiving a high intensity shock to the cock that could feasibly last a very long time, if the Dom so chose. Even more intense is the shock never comes. To be in a deep sleep and in the middle of the night, it starts. Imagine that occurring. Would I ever be able to sleep again? Consider the Dom had me arrested and then strip searched and during the search the Dom activated the stem! What a stor...

 Pushing limits is what I have always done. Especially in the world of kink, but not really. How can that be said? I jerked off the first time with a neighbor, we were probably 9 years old. Though it was before puberty, the point of release was there. I didn't ejaculate semen, but there was the 'tickle,' as I remember describing it. We did it together often. That neighbor moved, but over the next few years, after entering puberty, another neighbor and I discovered the enjoyment of jerking together. It wasn't long and I discovered I liked being submissive. He would grab my balls and make me jerk for him while holding my balls. There were time I pretended to try and get a way and he would ramp up the control of my jewels and I liked it. The first time I held his cock in my mouth was when I spent the night with him. His family had an metal building in the back yard, and we 'camped' in that metal building. Of course, as soon as the lights were out, he grabbed me, wh...

My Mistress sent an email with instructions. I completed and documented my instruction. Hello Ma'am, I was so excited when I saw your email. My whole body started tingling before I opened it. I was extraordinarily excited to read it was a task to perform. It reminded me of how I felt when you would suddenly pop on the C/B screen. It took me several days before I could execute the task due to my situation. I can report to you I have completed the task. I used a single regular size brick as the weight required. As required, I placed a clothespin on each nipple. I had to wait about five minutes before I could begin hitting because I had an erection during the tying and clipping process.  Once my erection ceased, I began, using a wooden spoon, hitting my balls. I almost immediately began to have an erection, not a firm one, but it began. As the hitting began, my tied balls, weighted, were tight and almost unmoving against the pull of the brick, causing the impacts to be fairly intense ...